Losing Everything — and Maybe Gaining Something Too

I got hit with two whammies in one week—and weirdly, I’m starting to think it might not have been a bad thing. At the beginning of April (2026), my full-time employer told me our time together had come to an end, but thankfully it wasn’t a bad breakup and we’re still on good terms. That…

I Hope Teddy Forgives Me

My flowers beside me are dying and I feel genuinely sad about it, even though I know cut flowers are supposed to fade. I feel bad when I break anything, guilty when I throw things away, and I once got emotional over that IKEA commercial where the lamp gets abandoned in the rain. Now I…

I’ve Been Thanking AI for Years

I’ve been thanking AI assistants since it first appeared on my iPhone, and I quietly thank my computer when it behaves the way it’s supposed to. The more I learn about autism, the more I wonder if this is part of it — treating non-human things with kindness because my brain naturally extends feelings and…