So, today I will have met my goal of writing 7 posts, but I didn’t do it in 7 days as originally planned. 

I had forgiven myself for not writing everyday, as even 5 sentences is a lot when you’re challenging yourself and trying to be brutally honest about everything.  

BUT when it was time to write post number 7, I procrastinated and tried hard to prevent myself from reaching my own goal. 

It’s like I was trying to fail and looking for something to use against myself — “See you couldn’t even write 7 simple posts…you suck!”

Well, that will take some further examination; but, for now first goal achieved (screw you self-sabotage! I won this battle) 

(Next goal: 7 more!!)